曾经的大豆，此刻的小豆
Author: gracedou
看Avatar的时候，纳威人通过辫子与圣树链接，能够获得先人的感知，相当于把整个ecosystem结合成了一个整体。 很多人大赞这个idea，但其实这个点子几十年前就在科幻大师阿西莫夫的巨作《基地》系列中出现过了。
他们没有找到地球，却找到了一个叫盖亚的星球，这个星球上所有的生物不分种族和智能的高低，都联合在一起了，它们共同拥有一个思想和意识，成为一个巨大的超级生命体。
阿西莫夫详细的叙述了盖亚这颗星球，感兴趣的可以自己去看看这本科幻小说。大意是说，这颗星上的有机生命体可以互相交换思想，无机生命体（如岩石）也是储存盖亚星几十亿年记忆的一部分，甚至他们吃掉的食物，也有这个功能。总的来说，这颗星球上的任何一个分子，都是星球的一个小单元，具有思想和记忆功能，每个人都可以互相分享彼此，所有的人和生物、非生物都是一体的，他们甚至发明出一个词：我\我们\盖亚。
“你代表整个星球，代表着这个星球上的每一滴露珠，每一块小石子，甚至这个星球中心的液体内核所共有的同一个意识，对吗？”
如果把她当作一个独立的生命体，她是一个二十出头的年轻姑娘，然而作为盖亚超级生命的一部份，她已经有几千岁了。
阿西莫夫不愧是大师啊，这个想法即便放在现在，看起来也是十分具有超前意识的。
不过，我大概是不愿意自己成为这种超级生命体一部分的吧。原因如下：
1、我很喜欢说“我”怎样怎样，成为超级生命体的一部分之后，凡“我”必称“我/我们/盖亚”，得多费多少口舌和精力；
2、总体来说我是个善良的人，但不排除偶尔邪恶、有时猥琐的想法，我不希望超级生命体的其他部分可以体会到我不纯洁的思想。不然我也不会这么坚决抵制census制度；而且真心话大冒险的时候我从来不选真心话。
3、最囧的原因是（书中的主人公也问过），我不希望自己吻我男人的感觉也被别人体会到，特别是今后肯定会有的OOXX。。。。实在是很囧但是非常真实的原因啊。
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这个设定又让我想到了《银河系漫游指南》里的地球：是老鼠建立的一个超级计算机，全体人类活动构成了计算机的运转，得出the answer of life, universe, and everything的答案是：42.。。。
Author: gracedou
生日之际，更新则个。
其实目的不是记录生日，刚才在Q上碰见教授，跟他开玩笑说回国到我们所来吧，我老板人又帅又好，今天晚上还请我吃饭庆祝生日云云。结果黄牛很有科研范儿的总结如下：对，我知道你是大叔控。
为什么！！这是为什么！！
为什么我不是萝莉，却实实在在是个大叔控 啊！！
从小就偷偷喜欢年长9岁的洋洋叔叔；大学后又暗恋蛇叔叔4年；现在更是跟一枚大叔在谈恋爱；而此刻，此刻我正在花痴我已经结婚有孩子了的老板！！！
啊，黄牛我恨你，你为什么一语中的！！！
p.s.我老板确实很帅啊，英俊潇洒风流倜傥，虽然已步入大叔行列，不过更是成为我心头大爱的标准大叔类型啊。
Author: gracedou
这几天跟蒙的电话聊得都不尽兴，动辄气得跳脚，然后自己默默的哭。怎么说呢，“鸡肋”这个词整天在我脑子里飘：食之无味弃之可惜。
以前我总以为，两个人只要相爱，没有什么解决不了的问题。现在才发现，在爱情里，互动和沟通是多么的重要。本来以为元旦见面，会让我们俩在跨越2000年第一个10年的新年里有最好的纪念，没成想他的加班、我的病痛和那场大雪毁掉了这个美好的愿望。
加班就算了，留我一个人在房间写开题报告或者独自逛街我都能忍。最让我耿耿于怀至今，并起了旧账新帐一起清算的由头，就是三号北京那场40年不遇的大雪。
返京的航班是3号下午五点半的，去了才发现所有飞北京的航班都被cancel了，只好改签到4号。返回市内，蒙跟我一起吃了晚饭后，直到第二天我回到北京，都再没有见到他。为什么？因为要加班啊。因为要赶任务，所以晚上留我一个人在房间；因为要交任务，所以第二天是我自己默默起床、收拾行李、上大巴、候机、登机、回北京。。。。
我看不到当时自己的形象，一定是惨透了，因为水土不服导致的恶心还没有彻底好起来，智齿冠周炎让我左边半张脸还是肿的，而整个人由于有种在陌生城市的被遗弃感，一定像极了丢盔卸甲的逃兵。我还记得飞机降落在首都机场，看到白茫茫的一片时，自己激动的心情：真的从来没有如此期待返回北京过。
我给他找各种各样的理由：工作真的很重要；规划院的牌子不能砸在他手上；看重工作的男人不应该被尊重么？可是统统不能缓解心理的郁闷和憋屈。我实在不认为他连早上那一两个小时都抽不出来，即使只是把我送上大巴，也比丢我一个人默默离开那座城市的强上一百倍。
跟麦子聊我的感受，他笑我还是小女孩的纠结。可是，即便男生都理解不了陪女孩子逛街看电影的重要性，这种三个月见一次，还要自己默默返回的案例，恐怕也是让人心寒的吧。
我知道蒙是个好人，他也确实忙，他已经在尽力表达对我的关心和爱护。可是我对他经常性忽略的隐忍，对自己始终排在最后的宽容，赋予了他在这段感情中的高贵和我的卑微。我不希望牺牲自己的快乐来成就一段委曲求全的感情。如同下棋，退势太猛，过早的丢了楚河汉界，双方都不会觉得有意思。
今天早上我问蒙，你有没有听过beatles的You are gonna lose that girl？他回答说，没有，但我会去听。
希望这个gonna永远不会到来。
2010年的第一场大雪，不仅延误了首都机场的几百架航班，也滞留了我对爱情一往无前的心。
如果不能解决这个问题，我没法面对蒙，也没法面对自己。
Author: gracedou
i have a confession.
我是被教授吸引进组织的。
当初在豆瓣上对《哲学与人文地理》这本书感兴趣，同感兴趣的还有黄牛和他参与的GeoWHY。从某省会进京后就提交了入会申请。虽然没有见过教授，却一直觉得他异常靠谱值得信赖，有什么事也会一股脑倒给他而不管他其实愿不愿意听，呃。。。
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葡萄是我见过的第一个GeoWHY真身。
我觉得葡萄的文字就像马尔克斯，神奇而跳跃。去年冬天我去北大百年讲堂参加一个活动，就厚颜无耻的跟葡萄说：唐唐姐，我要去北大找你蹭饭！于是在我的强烈要求下，葡萄带我去了北大的松林吃了两个包子一碗粥。不仅如此，我和葡萄的真名中还有一个字一摸一样，而这个并不难写的字却被排除在常用字外，每次登机都得专门去盖个章，办存折也得括号把左右两边拼在一起。。
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囧叔是我在GeoWHY里见面次数最多的人。
在玉泉的时候就跟他一起去吃过韩国烤肉（我还记得是他生日吧），且是每次他约我都惨遭我在外地，第四次才能成功见面。后来又一起去吃过韩国烤肉，日昌和葡萄家的火锅。我们还交换过月饼，计时走过鸟巢和水立方。
囧叔是个奇特的矛盾体，虽被GeoWHY赠名为“叔”，却拥有纯真的爱好和理想，比如爱用可爱的语言写博客和谈一场浪漫的恋爱。
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tsing是个大好人，我对他最先的印象是每次老潘在群里叫：tsing，我的XX不能显示了，你能帮我看一下吗？后来一起吃饭，才发觉他实在是个很腼腆的人。话不多，讲话和囧叔顾盼生辉的风格截然不同——内敛含蓄。tsing教我翻墙的法门，教我用支付宝转账，教我如何更换博客的主题，是个耐心的老师。上次被囧叔和老潘骗去四川专柜，他俩什么都没买，而我买了一袋炖料，tsing买了几包八角、花椒之类的作料，是个好男人。
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老潘我也见过，与博客中看来的书虫形象全然不挂钩。他那天穿了一件黑色修身小西装，哇，哪里是哲学博士的书呆子形象。老潘笑起来也很有特色，“哈哈哈”的笑声，让他看起来非常直率。tsing也是第一个点我名做豆瓣电台的人，tks！
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另外的同学们，因为暂且无缘尚未见过。彩虹博士姐姐、darktemple、阿帕等等等等，阅读你们的博客我很开心，是每天生活的动力。
虽然我偶尔会觉得geowhy像是北师大人的根据地，但是不影响我对geowhy的真诚喜爱！
Author: gracedou
Now it’s Jer Pin’s turn. Jer Pin Chong is a Malaysian, currently working in a Molecular Ecology lab in Utah State University, U.S.A. (from his blog). He can speak fluent Chinese besides Malay and English. And, yes, you are right, that’s because his ancestors are from Anxi County, Fujian Province, China，where produces the famous Tie Guanyin, a variety of oolong tea. BTW, I once asked my friend to guess his nationality; and the answer is “South Korea”. I think the reason might be that Jer Pin looks really international….
Jer Pin’s self-introduction deep impressed me, even five months passed away, I still remember all the details. Firstly he emphasized he is at least five years older than we thought. Before that, we all considered him the same age among us, 22, 23 or 24 at most. It turns out his real age is 28 years old!! Oh, man, it really shocked. All girls want his secret to be young. Secondly, he said he is skinny. Ok, that’s a easy-found out character. He looks exactly SKINNY, no wonder Yen called him a skeleton.
Jer Pin is a funny person and knows how to present his humor. When on his first presentation, he asked us if we thought it was too long, we could give him the gesture of “cutting one’s throat”. And on the last presentation about the independt project, he made an advertisement of their equipment, said that if anyone wants to know sth about their water-depth detection, please contact them, it’s their patent. Also, when at a chat, I asked Naya and Yen to give their MSN to me, JerPin said: you can talk with each other face to face now, why do you need a MSN? 囧….
Well, Jer Pin has been choosen as the will-be most successful scholar at the end of Afec-X, due to his preciseness, aspiration to knowledge and effort. Jer Pin is scerious about academy. I once were in the same group with him at the field. He labeled and I recorded. He asked me to write down every information, and made a special remark if we could not make 100 percent about the species. I didn’t understand why and thought he would be too rigid. He said ” My job is detecting the gene sequence, sometimes it takes our several days to find out a error was due to the wrong samples, which orginal comes from the people’s careless who collect samples at field. So, if we do this more carefully, it will save people in lab a lot of time.” And I once saw his records of their independent project, which was really explicit. Moreover, he is not only disciplined in research himself, but also advices so to his friends, Yen for instance. That’s what the characteristic I need to learn from him.
For his life style, Jer Pin likes eating cookies and bought two bags of cookies with him back to U.S. His literary interest is reading horror fictions, such as Cai Jun’s series of 荒村公寓 (Mason of Deserted Village )…….
I like this photo very much, I think Jer Pin is enjoying Bhakta's feet.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, hope you can find a girl in 2010. Looking forward to it~
Author: gracedou
Orr is a girl from Thailand. Her name is Jitwadee Khoonwongsa, a little bit long and complicated for us, so she let us call her Orr for short. We are in the same age, so we share many things in common, like the same style of earrings.
I guess the greatest characteristic of Orr is that she likes drinking beer very much and she drinks beer everyday. At first I was a little bit shocked about her habit, but cold beer is a really good choice in hot Xishuangbanna. However, I’m still not good at drinking beer, but Orr is really good at it. And due to the beer thing, she gave the nick name “Baby dog” to Navendu cause he refused beer.
Orr is a good looking girl, but actually she is like a guy, strong and boyish, which we could tell it from her favorate beer. She has a watch, a boyish watch, which shoulc be described as cool rather than cute. And she looks good in the field suit too. She has been observing birds in the field for a long time. It’s not easy for a girl to undertake this work. I think I should learn from her.
Orr has good taste in dressing. Every girl in Afec-X made a suit of Dai dress, and all my friends believe her suit is the best. They even described my suit as ” the tast of country girl”, but her suit as ” elegant” …. Well, that’s true….
And Orr is naughty too. She is good at taking photos and she does take a lot of wonderful pics, such as Sleeping Navendu, Carla in a nap and Eating Zhang Minggang…. She could catch the wonderful moment and shoot the pics. What could I say, such a naughty girl who brings a lot fun to us. Let’s review these moments and enjoy!
Orr likes stealing mangos very much too. She always asked Navendu to help her climb up mango trees at night and get green mangos, singing “mango, mango!” and “Navendu, Navendu!”
Everytime I catch her on MSN, she is at work, such as still papers for reading or works to do. I know she is really good at her study, but hope she could manage all these things better, and look into the bright side of work, people and life.
Author: gracedou
承蒙Asiapan博士看得起，点了我的名，让我有机会试了试豆瓣电台跟我的切合程度。前面我和豆瓣电台的气场挺搭，后面就不行了。
(** 游戏规则
(* 1.把你的豆瓣电台打开，播放。
(* 2. 点“下一首”来获得每个问题的答案
(* 3.你必须写下那首歌的名字无论看起来有多愚蠢
(* 4. 在歌名后面写下评论
(* 5. 点5个朋友
(* 6. 所有被点的必须做同样的事，因为如果不做的话大家都不会做了，那就不好玩了
我豆瓣上的朋友不多，看到我日志的前5个吧？
Q1.你怎样描述自己的
A1. 无与伦比的美丽—苏打绿
【“你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽”，我没觉得自己很美啊，不过总体来说应该还是不错的；“天上风筝在天上飞，地上人儿在地上追”，虽然不明确目标是什么，不过努力追寻应该比较像我的作风。】
Q2.你今天感觉怎么样
A2. 坏天气—孙燕姿
【比较像，早上出门的时候耳朵都冻掉了，因为所晚的两杯美式而无法入睡导致严重的周一综合症，非常之不爽。】
Q3.你生命的目的是什么？
A3. 不留—王菲
【这首歌好像是哀悼自己不得已选了不喜欢的人，把最纯真的自己留给了放手的那个。难道预示着我将放弃自己的爱/好，而选择一种妥协的生活吗？】
Q4.你的座右铭？
A4. Let it die–Feist
【这个是不是可以翻译成“去死吧”，我倒是常常把它当成口头禅。】
Q5.你目前经常考虑的事情是什么？
Q5. Poker Face—Lady GaGa
【哇，目前我常常玩Windows自带小游戏“纸牌”（不要鄙视我），这不是扑克脸是什么！！】
Q6.你怎么看你最好的朋友？
A6. Time Goes On—L’Arc-En-Ciel
【Hyde的声音还是一如既往的好听，太久没听见了。我专门搜了一下歌词，里面有一句“时时刻刻，你都在啊”，这话用来形容刘木清同学真是太合适了。我太爱她了，我每个周末都想和她一起过，不要老蒙也可以啊，我们每次都有好多的八卦可以聊，绝对的话只说一般对方就可以明白！！而我们的友谊也是随着time goes on建立起来的！多少年了？从初二就开始了吧，整整10年了。】
Q7.你怎么看你喜欢的人？
A7. 24小时—莫文蔚
【经常24小时不给我消息】
Q8.你生命的故事是什么?
A8. My Immortal–Evanescene
【一支悲伤的歌，“I’ve been alone all along”，难道我注定失去所爱，孤老终身？（不要这样啊。。。）】
Q9.你长大后想成为什么？
A9. 我要自己幸福—叶蓓
【 这个歌名已经完整的回答了这个问题。】
Q10.你的爱好/ 兴趣是？
A10.Bring Me Down–Lenka
【很可爱的一首歌，大意是我要离开你，因为你只爱我这么多，you gave nothing at all, but I wanna sth better。很像我天天跟老蒙抱怨的话啊。】
Q11.你最害怕的是？
A11. Sailor & Widow—Keren Ann
【Widow大概指死亡吧，虽然歌词是逃亡的内容。我确实害怕死亡。】
Q12.你最大的秘密是？
A12. Here Comes The Sun—The Beatles
【Little darling，It’s been a long, cold, lonely winter。这个不是秘密，是事实。】
Q13.你看到喜欢的人会想什么？
A13. 姐姐—张楚
【我很喜欢管我喜欢的女生叫姐姐，比如房子姐，比如momo姐，李晨学姐，唐唐姐，彩虹姐姐等等等等。】
Q14.你婚礼的时候会挑哪首歌？
A14. Take Care—黑豹乐队
【这个，婚礼的时候确实要take care啊。不过黑豹的就算了。】
Q15.What time is it?
A15.噢！乖—窦唯
【是该变乖，老老实实写开题报告的时候了。】
Q16.你想对你最近一位同桌说什么..
A16.九拍—唐朝乐队
【好多年没同桌了，歌的第一句就是“谁要送我一杯苦酒”，对呀，我最近有点嗜酒，谁送我酒都开心。】
Author: gracedou
Hi, guys, today we are going to talk about Liu Shengjie, the boy who always asked about “Money!”. Hohoh.
the harmonious back view of Orr and Liu
Liu Shengjie is a boy from Hebei Province, China. He is always sunny, but sometimes quiet, especially in lecture time. Well, I think the most primary character of Liu is that he likes offering help, but first giving you a complain. For instance, I asked him for accompanying me to catch spiders, he said “oh, it’s too hard”. But actually, I knew he would offer help after all these complains. And the truth is, he went to the rubber with me that night and we went through a heavy rain. Thanks, Liu.
Liu is a really nice guy, and we all like making fun with him. At the beginning, we made jokes between him and Jer Pin. Then we made fun of him with Orr. I don’t know why we could always have materials for us to make fun too. Maybe that’s just another evidence to prove him a nice guy—helping us to be happy. Oh, sorry, Liu….
once be a photo of Week
The last days of Afec-X, he had to go back home cause his mother was sick. The last time I saw him, he seemed really upset and worried. That’s because he is a good son. Luckily his mother got better. Hope your mother will be healthy and live long.
Liu, hope we will meet again, cause the goodbye we said was too rushed. And hope your mother and all your family will be healthy.
Author: gracedou
Carla is a girl who is a little bit older than me –but the same age with HuaXia, and comes from Philippines. After she got her balcony degree of biology, she worded for a year then decided to study further on masters’ degree.
I remember her self-introduction clearly even so many days have been past, cause it is a really brilliant self-introduction. She said she wants to get a degree on ecology and conversation, which could combine her favorate thing-travel-with work together. And she served for a NGO once, traveled to many places. Besides this, she loves children and could get along with them well. I still can remember her photo of balcony degree she showed to us on the self-introduction, with the long hair and beautiful smile, Carla looks so gentle and elegant.
Carla in a powerful gesture
Carla is a very hard working student. Afec-X gave us many works, such as reading materials and writing the proposals. Carla didn’t bring a laptop with her, so she had to go to library for the public computers. Though it is so inconvenient, she finished reading all the papers Chuck gave us and worked out a great proposal. And she sat in the very front of every lecture, taking notes carefully and asking questions. So she got the Prize as “Most Hard Working” Award!
Carla at field, with her bright smile
Carla’s oral English is extremly wonderful, which I think is the best among all our girls. She uses the word “powerful” to describe my high-heels. And asked us “Am I looked rich now?” with the glisten braclet. Because she is the first Philippines I came acorss, I could not tell whether it is because of a Philippnie or because of herself. Besides oral English, she writes blog in English fluently. When I read her post ” On the Way Home”, telling us her experience about rushing to airport and getting the chance of sitting in the first class, I can’t help but laugh. What a brilliant story teller!
And Carla is good at playing with children, also, she enjoys playing with children. The four babies at Afec-X are very cute, and all of us like them very much. But Carla is the only guy could get their favorate impression. I like them too, but I don’t know how to get along with children, so although I wanted to play with them eagerly, I didn’t know what to say, what to do. But Carla is really good at this, she understands what they want, what they like, and they all like to play with her too! How amazing!
Carla with the baby
We once talked about going abroad for Ph.D, and she hadn’t yet decided. Well, in my opinion, Carla, you have passion and the will, you should go outside for further study! Good Luck!
Author: gracedou
FAN Huan, whose English name is Heather, is this week’s person.
I knew Heather before this course, because Heather and I joined the same broadcasting organization, we broadcasted news every Thursday night. Of course, it is not professional, but we enjoyed it very much. And we choose a same course, Forest Ecology, which makes us become good friends. She is the special person I should thank to, cause she is the one who gave the news of this course. If there is no Heather, I cannot be in XTBG, knowing so many fantastic people. So, thanks, Heather.
all colleagues in front of radio station, can you recognize Heather and I?
Heather is a girl who has magic to make everyone likes her. She is humorous, remembering all the funny plots in Friends and using them at hand. The last night at XTBG, we talked about the age issue, then Heather said once Joey in Friends wearing big clothes and saying “Hey, Buddy!” to act as a teenager. Well, her act was very funny and exactly the same with Joey!!
Heather in her college shirt-by Orr
With many years practice of violin, Heather is great in music. She plays violin great, and sings great, with great passion. She has a sensitive feeling about art and aesthetic, which also shows out in her dress style. I like her personal dress style very much.
Heather is also sensitive in academy. She is interested in many disciplines, especially the plant taxonomy. When we were in Beijing, she once explained the differeces about beach blossom and plum blossom to me, but, unfortunately, I couldn’t fully understand the sepal, or the pistil. hohoh, hope Heather would do even greater in her study.
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